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Name: Brian
Birthday: 9/27/1987
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Friday, February 15, 2008

looking at my past xanga entries

hahaha ok my last entry forever for this xanga... but i don't think i will shut it down... i think it is something to look back upon when i am older, maybe show it to my future kids or grandkids or something hahaha


yo as i look back on these entries, when i was in high school and middle school dang... i was such a foolio in most of the entries. i was aspired to really take a look of what i wrote back in the day by a younger sista who wrote a facebook note talking about her previous entries... hahhaa it just hit me that man! i was faking the funk on most of the entries... trying to be a smooth and all...

i too need to "practice what i preached" on these xanga entries.... and those pictures of the korean actresses and singers... hahahahhaa man... boys will always be boys... kinda embarrassing though, but i guess it is something to laugh about right now and when i am older. as for now... farwell xanga blogers and xanga friends.... find me on face book, that is where it is at!!!!


Saturday, December 08, 2007


I've been ask last night by a number of people if I was alright and is everything ok at large group. I know they probably saw me balling during worship. I feel like I want to explain and share what I've been going through. I shared with people in SLT beginning of the semester the situation with my family back at home. As some of you may know, my parents are no longer together since the week before school started in August.

From what I understand, there was a lot of hurt and pain from my mom's part against my dad. And in summary, my mom felt that through her 21 years in marriage with my dad she felt burden and not loved. But I know that my dad loves her very much through the way he is hurt by this situation. My heart goes out to my dad and my mom both.

I always thought that my parents were going to be there together for my wedding, baby sitting my kids together, them growing old together, and just together... Every single day I pray for them and there is not a day that goes by where they don't cross my mind. Through this whole time, I thought to myself everything is going to be ok. Time will heal our family.

As the days went on, I became angry and more upset. Why God? Why my family, why now, when I am in college and when I was tremendously blessed at Harvest Retreat where I know that my life was forever changed? Why me... I tell God everyday, that it hurts to go back home not seeing both of my parents in the same room...

When I went back home for Thanksgiving, the first family holiday where all four of us were not together just tore me to pieces. And that is when I began to give up on my family, a feeling of anger and abandonment towards my mom... even though she still cooks and takes care of me... I just gave up...

But last night, I was talking with some friends during a time of sharing and group discussion and they prayed for me... I realized that my home is in God's kingdom and with my Christian family... and while we all were worshiping... God renewed my love for my parents and God started putting pictures of my family in my mind and heart... And that is when it hit me... that God loves my family and in time he will restore and put in a spirit of reconciliation in my parents. He told me to keep praying and keeping seeking...

The songs we sang during final worship just spoke to me clearly... "All through the storms, your love is the anchor". I want everyone to know... that despite all the pain and sorrow I went through this past semester, I can bodly say that God is still good... and I dedicate my life for his kingdom.

Through this situation, I learned that when that day comes = ) when I have that lady beside me as my wife, wherever whoever God intends her to be... I will make sure that I will love her everyday like I loved her from that first moment we were together.

I will never give up on my parents and I know God won't either. Even if it takes years or even to when they are 60 years old... I will always have that hope of them coming together again. I put my hopes and dreams into God's hands and have my trust in him.

So if you all could... keep my family in your prayers from time to time... I would be greatly appreciate it... Love my family, my friends, and most important of all God.








Monday, September 17, 2007

i thought i would never say this... but.... xanga is DEAD!!! it's all about facebook now... hehehehehe

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Yo... sooo Koreans are going to be targets of racial slurs, jokes by comedians, and so on ... but all I know is that we are guilty just as much ... We joke on blacks, mexicans, and hehe japanese too... but yo... we just have to take it... I always thought we (50% of me) are the most raciest race ever... hehehe maybe it is our turn to get joke on... ooo Lordy...



on a side note... it's all good... cause Jesus still loves us all.... wooo wooo!!!! 



"What did you see???"  "A demon "
"Do you need help little man?"


Saturday, April 07, 2007

 This is a new joint right here... Yal remember that British singer Craig David back in middle school? He is back... his music is tight...

Finally a productive entry... This is what I did over Spring Break... With 6 of my close brothas and sistas!!!!  Tight tight!


March 4-9 in Camden, New Jersey.  Camden is ranked #1 for the poorest city in America but ironically New Jersey is the richest state ...  Camden is also ranked #1 for the most dangerous city in the U.S. and is also known as "Murder City".... However, a christian organization called "Urban Promise" has schooled and helped young kids turn away from the old and turn to the new! with Jesus Christ by their side .... Here are a few pics....

The Team

joanna Joanna

julie  Julie

johnny 2 Johnny

joe  Joe

ray  Ray

sou 2 So-U

IMG_1610 Me

Camden (I stole these pics from Julie haha)

We did a lot of labor work at Urban Promise from morning till lunch time... Helping the program organize their new school building... We organized shelves, build play material, hang boards up, set up pool tables, etc. After our work at Urban Promise... We went to south Camden? to an after school program and worked with K-4 graders... They are sooo tight and funny... so mature.... Some if not all grow up tough, mothers/fathers are drug dealers in jail, older brothers and sisters are doing the same... but these kids are smart... This after program is tight cause they really enphasize Christianity in their lessons!! Awesome!!! If you want to know more about the trip, come talk to me!!! Maybe you'll go next year too? heh~

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I helped this kid out with his homework. Actually he didn't need any help cause he was so smart. His dad is a drug dealer and his mom has problems with the law. His older brother is in jail... I asked him what he wanted to be when he grow up... he said," FBI agent, so I can catch all the bad guys..."
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So many of those little graves... We came across this during a tour of Camden... Those are graves of the crack babies... 1-2 weeks old... most of them n7812216_32968349_3465

Funny story: During the tour of Camden (second day)... our guide asked if there was something wrong with the street and stores... and Joe yells... "DOMNIOS IS CLOSED!!!!" yo we (the team) were so embarassed hahaha

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We drove past this everyday... inspiring!

Philly
After our stay at Camden, heading back towards NOVA, we stopped by Philly to chill
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Pats Philly Cheesesteak... that is MONEY $$$$$
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I look angry

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Shopping in the streets of Philly... it's aight...

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